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Let’s take a bath together.. oh shit, too hot! 🥵

thot i’d strip for y’all with a special surprise at the end 💦

Who likes feet?

pondering 🤔

Through-the-mirror full frontal declothing, jo, with light cumming

It had been awhile since undergoing some non-UV red light infrared therapy, and man, was it worth the time spent jiggling around on that thing. I felt so relaxed afterward. And then I slept amazingly!! Didn’t use any melatonin, MMJ, calming music, no nothing because I KO’d shortly after getting home and into bed.

10/10 would recommend infrared light therapy to anyone looking to sculpt their bodies and feel relaxed after an intense workout.

What do y’all think of non-UV infrared red light therapy?

Full body progress picture.

My journey has been riddled with ups-and-downs. Nutrition and exercise are central to my person, even though this has been challenging. Ever since long ago, I struggled with eating, socializing, friendships, relationships. My own older brother didn’t speak to me, and when he did it was to put me down and bully or yell at me, often because I just wanted to socialize with him or his friends. Oftentimes and especially with insurmountable debt recently accrued due to being wrongfully lured to and severely discriminated against at a program, I struggle to access enough calories required for maintenance or growth, usually and currently due to being unable to afford basic needs like food. Other times, external factors prevent dedicating enough time to fulfilling my goals, such as financial, work, and time limitations. This results in reduced self-efficacy; sometimes I can’t even motivate myself to make and eat food in my kitchen. “Disordered eating” are two words that sounded terrifying when prescribed to me by a cherished counselor years ago. I miss her. Now i realize how important this self awareness is because without it, we lack insight on how to live our best lives and be our best selves, whatever the fuck that means. Luckily, my eating is not disordered now, or so I think. In fact, i was finally provided proper medical care that has helped me wonderfully. It took over 7 years of seeing providers to finally receive proper and fair, beneficent and non-maleficent, proper medical care. However, my financies worsened as a result of yet again uprooting my life for school, not even being allowed to restart due to powerful rich people discriminating against me and making up new requirements even after already fulfilling what they requested of me. I spent the remainder of my money and maxed out on credit card and overall debt enduring this and moving here for school, not even being allowed to pursue the only thing for which I moved here. I am in complete shock. I have been in shock for over 2 years, unable to process the severe discrimination enacted against me that began 3 years ago. It took me forever to finally file official complaints. Guilt, shame and doubt weigh me down, drowning me in an inescapable tank of lifewater.

It is distressing to grocery shop, not knowing if my payment will go through, or if I will have enough money to buy the food. Leaving a cart full of groceries at a store one time recently crushed me. I ran out of that store so quickly and would never go back there because i fear that i upset employees there by getting into the checkout lane and being unable to pay. Other than that, I avoid some other stores after being weirdly mistreated and harassed while shopping for food there. I would never wish this life nor what has happened to me over the past 3 years, on anyone, not even anyone who have harmed me in the past. No one deserves this mistreatment. Everyone deserves access to basic needs, basic human rights like healthcare, employment, food, clean drinking water, etc. Not everyone can access basic needs. Not me, even though I still retain significant privilege especially as a white male person. Perhaps not even you can fulfill your basic needs. Luckily, most people have someone or people in their corner to support them when absolutely needed. I am fortunate to have some people like this in my life. For them, i remain grateful. I am sorry to anyone who feels like or physically does not have people supporting them. Anyone reading this far and supporting me here on OF means the world to me. I support you, even if I don’t know you personally. You mean a lot to me. You matter whether you know it or not. We all matter to this universe, in this life; everyone’s life is sacred and to be cherished, even if stuck facing discrimination or mistreatment in unjust systems/areas/situations.

Posting content for you all to enjoy is stressful, yet rewarding. Because of mistreatment i experienced over the recent years and how this mistreatment toward me worsened, i would never recommend anyone to make an OF like me. Seemingly, when I created an OF, some people treated me even worse, harassing and discriminating against me, even at my place of study and work, which is absolutely horrifying. We do not live in a free country. Almost nothing and no one is free here, unless you’re ultra wealthy. Not even many people in those systems (law enforcement, gov., healthcare) are fully free although many are arguably significantly more privileged than most other people. With that said, i was mistreated before starting an OF too. From what i gathered based on the evidence, some people mistreat me for the way I do and do not look, sound, talk, walk, act and more. Thus, when I started OF, my mindset sorta consisted of, “well, if I’m already getting mistreated, i don’t think this would change much.”

While I have my regrets starting an OF account and posting my self— my full self— on this page, there are also some beautiful benefits. For one, it is freeing to show you my body; i have nothing to hide, nothing physical. i am working on opening up more. Showing my physical body expands my mind; it frees me from fear of judgment for this body; it frees me to keep up with monitoring my body for any issues, detriments or areas of improvement. However, this freedom can quickly turn into a dual edged sword if I focus too much on appearance because appearance-focused mindset alone can be harmful in a multitude of ways. Beauty and self, personhood, exists in so many more forms than just our physical bodies. What goes on in the inside matters arguably more than external appearance. I feel like posting here and connecting with people could actually help others, especially nowadays when it can be potentially more difficult to find pleasure or happiness in life.

Admittedly, i suffer from a fair share of insecurities, such as feeling inadequate due to financial burdens, debt, wasted years trying to start grad school but being discriminated out of it, unnecessary suffering inflicted upon me for being different. I am insecure about my weight and how I look. I am insecure about my story like in never before was. I know I am different. But, different how? I do not know exactly because more often than not, a lot of people don’t speak to me honestly or realistically, sometimes even ignoring me to my face, twisting my words and actions, framing me as things I am not, trying to convert me into who I am not, disallowing me from being, while confusingly telling me to just be myself. My self was destroyed. I still seek what’s ethical and right in this world, even amidst overwhelming insecurities that have been substantially worsened as a result of being psychologically, physically, emotionally, and financially mistreated over the past ~3 years. Before that, my life had a lot more good than bad; i was not nearly as insecure before enduring severe mistreatment. Naming and addressing these insecurities head on builds self-awareness and enhanced capacity for self-regulation, and empowerment to do the right thing. One question remains unanswered: What is/are the right thing(s) to do?

It seems unfortunate that most of us might not be fully free, and marginalized people know this all too well — especially Black, Indigenous, and people of color and multiply marginalized peoples. No matter how unfree we are made to be, or how unfree we exist in this society, we have the freedom to our mind, our mindset, and hopefully to our bodies. I cherish my body and would never want to change it, other than to continue improving my body for others & my self. Posting on OF is one of the most freeing things I’ve ever done in my entire life. As you know from reading the above, many acts of freedom are often met with negative consequences, especially for minorities like me, and especially so in areas where large amounts of the population dislike people like me just for existing. Some acts of freedom harm others or take others’ freedoms away which is wrong. Let us remember the truths.

As much as a positive mindset helps, it is not everything. Some people are not free at all, let alone free to think, say or do whatever we want. Some people are punished on almost a daily basis just for existing as our or themselves. People in power running the prison-industrial-military-psychiatric-oligarchical-multinational corporation-complex in this country and more largely in the surrounding world, dictate or enforce significant limitations on our individual and collective freedoms. We Are not free until we are ALL FREE. Some of these same people even restrict their own freedoms, bringing their own selves significant harm while simultaneously infringing upon human rights and freedoms of other people. Peace and non-violence is absolutely essential. I often ponder if drastic changes made to our current systems like prisons, healthcare, government, etc oriented toward actually granting people real freedom would be beneficial or harmful overall. What do you wonder and think 💭?

Justice AND peace.
Independence AND collectivism.
Freedom AND restraint.
Awareness AND honesty.
Idealism AND realism.
Religious freedom AND atheism

these are but a few coexisting dichotomies that exist on spectrums. There is SO much in between. We as humans are incredibly complex; our brains map infinite neurons and connections, similar to how we can map our universe with endless stars, planets and connections circulating in space. most everything exists as a spectrum. Life is infinite. Life is sacred. And life is never ending. Our shared universe is immortal, yet not indestructible, as we can see with our now more quickly declining planet, perhaps irreversibly so. Do not fall ill to reductionist, binary thinking & (in)action. Delimit yourself. Embrace forever. Embody infinity. Be you. we are together, even apart.

Hey y’all. Sorry I haven’t been posting as much. Life got busy. Enjoy this strip tease video

Just woke up

Full video of declothing, jacking, flexing, briefly fingering and cumming. Keep watching til the end for the finish.

Thank you for being here.